eating/not eating

I just didn't eat for 5 days.  Just drank coffee, oxo, cocoa.

No problem.  Felt great.  Don't even know why I did it.   Not at top level consciousness.

Maybe underneath there was an attempt to do it to lose weight.  Which I could well do to lose.

But which doesn't seem to have happened.

But on the top,  right in my normal consciousness,  I wasn't even doing it deliberately.  I never set out to do it.  I just didn't feel like eating.  It seemed unnecessary.  Even ridiculous.  Even distasteful.  Good word in this context for food should be tasty shouldn't it? But contemplating it there was no attraction towards the taste of it.  It didn't seem to be tasty. Hence 'distasteful'.

Just had a slice of pizza.  My youngest boy's lunch box pizz he didn't eat.

And I may have some more food.  It is in the balance.  There is something subtly saying 'do' in my mind and something subtly arguing 'don't'.

Hmm.

Very strange. And all the drama made about it sometimes.  Just googled it and saw numerous youtube vids about people who have done it or something similar.  And media posts.  All kinds of drama.

For me, my experience, it was nothing.  Nothing special at all. 

A general feeling, as I said, of being 'better'  for it.